August 2009
am i really.
baibegabbie:
If I’m not arguing with someone else today, then I’m probably in disagreement with myself. My thoughts could be running around in a vicious circle and even if I try to stop the inner dialogue, it seems to have a mind of its own. The best way to regain my emotional balance is to let my mental meanderings continue, without trying to push them away. Paradoxically, as soon as I try to...
my today was fun. :) everytime i see my cousins, it just makes everthing better. i love you guys! saturday is what i call my mothaa-daughterr-bonding-day. haha. well i give it that name because it’s always on saturdays when we spend most of the day at a mall which is always fun. then i went over to my cousin’s casa for my uncle’s birffday and it was soo much fun. :D those little...
"Sharon!"
Me: So mom, am I able to go to O-Bar tonight?
Mom: No, Sharon said there's an age limit.
Me: Well you know what? I don't like Sharon very much right now. -_-
: Then I said Sharon like how Jackson did in Hannah Montana. Hahahah :D.
: So that means I will not be going tonight. :(
: Gosh Sharon, we are family of the performers. Poop.
“You get what you get. You get what you deserve.”
– Cartel
Bonjour! :) Well, today I had pretty awesome orange chicken and rice for lunch today. Though, it wasn’t as great as Pandaa but it was pretty fine. Some of it spilled on the ground and I said, “Hey! The ants are partying with my rice and broccoli.” LOL. :D I’m stupid like that. Then we had French… more food! We ordered in French and ate a Crouque-Monsieur, basically a...
“You’re my number one, you’re my golden star.”
– My Number One, Paramore
“All I can do is be me, whoever that is.
All the truth in the world adds up to...”
– Bob Dylan
Today is definitely a lazy day. I am still very...
tumblr & nevon.
baibegabbie:
Okaaaaay, so today was pretty, pretty tiring. I randomly woke up at 6:30 today and got ready to go to my fitting for Ne’Von Management, then randomly got a haircut, and went to party in Carson. I got my skating skills back! Haha. Well, anyway, Giel texted me saying that Ne’Von might be a scam, but I really don’t want to believe it, so I’m praying to God that it isn’t a scam, and all...
Ne’Von fitting was a success! Thank goodness. She was very impressed by the outfits; even with the one I was wearing. :) Woohoo! Listening to Ignorance by Paramore.
“Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.”
– Dr. Seuss
I feel that these past couple of days have been really fake… It sucks, period. I don’t like to be fake, but I can stand it. And today I saw this kid and he looked like a first-timer riding the bus. He called his mom and told her that he doesn’t want to ride it again because it was way too crowded, true. So then he got off at a stop and people by the exits just had to be douches....
Our world is a stage and we all play our different parts. I’ve played my part for 14 years and I couldn’t ask for it to be any better. There are so many good things that have happened to me over the years. But also some unpleasant ones. I haven’t lost my friends completely, but we’ve lost connection. It’s time to make new ones and establish myself out there....
“Well son, death is gonna catch up to all...
“The idea of waiting for something makes it more exciting.”
– Andy Warhol 