February 2010
17 posts
Feb 1st
January 2010
40 posts
Jan 31st
both my sisters just judged me on a sheet of paper. i listed categories that i do well in: sing = 2 guitar =2 dance = 1 make-up = 2 hair = 3 smart = 4 fashion = 7 and Gabbie added handwriting i actually don’t know what to do with this. but Gab said, “Giel, I don’t see why you doubt yourself like that.  If you’re not satisfied with what you do, do something about...
Jan 31st
i
want to be more invovled. be a part of something. feel responsible for being there. but what i need, first, is to realize the talents i have and acknowledge them. i lack confidence/self-esteem in the things i do, unless they’re academics. i know i excel in other areas but i’m having difficulty discovering what they are.
Jan 30th
karenthel: Enywais… … At one point during my long day of boringness, I sat on the couch, just listening to music and thinking about what my “perfect guy” would be like if my life were like the ones portrayed in the movies. (What a bad run on sentence) and I figured that I easily fall for… guys who are nerdy and dorky but not immature. guys who are somewhat shy. Of course I like it when...
Jan 29th
Jan 29th
Tyler Durman
is a great speaker. A man visited our school and explained life choices in a non-boring way. He spoke of a perfect guy: football player, 4.0 averaged student, and a respected guy. His name was Joe. But behind Joe’s external perfections, he was apparently going through so much within. It led Joe to call Tyler telling him that it would be his last call. The Joe story proves that we do need...
Jan 29th
Jan 28th
“because i felt the need to stop impressing people with pretty pictures. so i...”
– giellizamarie
Jan 27th
reblog: wrongs, the Lord, Glee, and hair.
Sometimes I get random flashbacks, ideas, and moments when I’m at school. Not too much at home. But I think of so many wrongs that I have done and still do. There’s no need for it I like church more than school. I like my youth group more than my friends. I like bible study more than homework. I like joint fellowships more than hang-outs at the mall. I like Him better than you. I’m not sorry. ...
Jan 27th
heh. heh.
theanak: youth group is so cool. we’re mad big now. i <3 FYG. nak. and what Karen said, “If it weren’t for FYG on Fridays, I seriously have no idea how I’d be back on that joyride with my homeboy, Jesus.” :D
Jan 25th
Oh,
how wonderful this week has been. not including the tedious days of school, but the gloomy weather that has come upon us. the change of temperature has brought me comfort. many say that they are not fond of the rain but i, for one, am. it calms the stresses that fill our heads and hearts and lets us focus on relaxing. at these times is when i get thinking… the sudden changes that occur...
Jan 22nd
Jan 21st
I am so fond of the rain, regardless.
Jan 21st
I decided...
glendafayee: that British and Italian men are the way to go LOL. Danny Jones (my husband) Milo Ventimiglia (my boyfriend) and Aaron Johnson (my other one) It’s okay to live in a dream world once in a while! Speaking of my dream world, I’m sorry if I disappoint, but I’d have to say that musicians>actors. glendafayee. FO’SHO! <3
Jan 21st
4 notes
“In order to succeed, your desire for success should be greater than your fear...”
– Bill Cosby
Jan 20th
Jan 20th
progression.
theanak: it was a great experience tonight being the feature at Urbane Culture. […] a donations bucket was passed around the crowded, dimly lit room and i managed to scrap a good thirty bucks.   …and apparently, some girl REALLY liked my performance when instead of a money gift, she offered me a folded up piece of paper with her name and number on it: “Future Wifey <3” my sponsorship...
Jan 20th
Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2
is freakin addicting. i’m not much of a gamer, i never was. but that changed today. while staying over at my cousin’s house, i decided to try learning how to play at least one video game. and i did! :D we survived a pretty hard level and i did much of the work. it’s a teamwork of three, by the way. i love the feeling of accomplishment. it gets pretty intense; by that i mean...
Jan 17th
“People don’t realize this, but loneliness is underrated.”
– Tom, 500 Days of Summer.
Jan 15th
dreams
Hold fast to dreams For if dreams die Life is a broken-winged bird That cannot fly. Hold fast to dreams For when dreams go Life is a barren field… -Langston Hughes Have a dream, have a purpose, because that’s what He wants for you. :).
Jan 15th
a reminder to myself to be content.
theanak: as we so casually meander down our paths of life, often do we fail to realize that most of our worries- our trials, our tribulations- are truly matters of little significance when life is placed in a much broader perspective. many of us are locked in such an obsessed frenzy over matters that occupy the majority of our thoughts, that we lean towards the tendency to neglect the blessings...
Jan 14th
OMG
theanak: giellizamarie: theanak: giellizamarie: so last Friday i attended Bible study and learned that as one matures, they’d have to mature in Christ as well. meaning be more like Christ. also Kuya Daniel said that if we weren’t to attend the following Bible studies we would go to hell. scary. as much as i want to go, i can’t :(. my parents will be out of the country while i stay with my...
Jan 14th
“Therefore, whoever is in Christ is a new creation. The old has gone; the new has...”
– 2 Corinthians 5:17 (via baibegabbie)
Jan 14th
“the secret to being happy is not being sad.”
– nak (via theanak)
Jan 13th
OMG
theanak: giellizamarie: so last Friday i attended Bible study and learned that as one matures, they’d have to mature in Christ as well. meaning be more like Christ. also Kuya Daniel said that if we weren’t to attend the following Bible studies we would go to hell. scary. as much as i want to go, i can’t :(. my parents will be out of the country while i stay with my cousins. i asked for their...
Jan 12th
I remember when I used to love the first days of school. The guidelines and doing absolutely nothing but listening to the teacher…
Jan 11th
and
as much as i wanted to be this new year to be different, it’s not at all. it’s gonna be exactly like this my whole life. so much for the wishes…
Jan 10th
the one day that could possibly be, rather supposed to be, the happiest day of my life and the littlest thing goes wrong. at least not sadden me on my only day. thanks, man. thanks. a lot. oh and thanks for the present as well. •____’
Jan 10th
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Jan 8th
an iTunes card, $$$, or just a Happy Birthday is good enough on the 10th of January (: thanks lots. and there’s gonna be a little gathering on that date :D. ew, i’m turning 15. blehk!
Jan 6th
@glendafayee
don’t take my posts so seriously. you know how i am after watching a chickflick with the “perfect boyfriend”… or if you don’t, then that’s just simply how i reacted to the movie :). trust me i don’t really think my life sucks just after seeing the “perfect boyfriend” in a movie. watch the movie sometime, you might not react the same as i did but...
Jan 6th
my life
sucks after seeing Angus, Thongs, and Perfect Snogging haha. the perfect guy would like me the way i am, likes to play around, the beach, writes songs, be straight-up but sensitive, be one who dresses amazingly, be helpful, and in a band. watch the movie, you’ll understand and see (:
Jan 5th
social life.
theanak: giellizamarie: theanak: it feels like i’m becoming invisible. i’m completely out of touch with anything social.  the only thing left that reminds me that i have at least some sort of existence on a social scale is this blog and my facebook.  and even so, i hardly ever go on it, and i seldom receive any new notifications of any sort. i don’t know why i’m so antisocial.  but this...
Jan 2nd
i’m utterly bored. it’s almost 2:30am and i should be asleep, but i’m not. i have been nocturnal since last summer. it’s not the best thing. i find it hard for myself to have an early bed time. the earliest is 11:30 to midnight. not early at all. i was thinking if i could call myself an insomniac, but i’m not… i think. insomniacs are people who have difficulty...
Jan 2nd
Movie Reviews
I saw a couple of good movies before the year ended. They were: -The Breakfast Club. Much better than our typical teen movies nowadays. It was realistic. I loved it. -Corky Romano. It was cute. -Sixteen Candles. Another good and cute movie. A story which I wished happened in reality. -He’s Just Not That Into You. It made so much sense. It was a whole cycle of “he likes her but...
Jan 2nd
the first day
of the new year has been quite lazy. we’ve broken down our Christmas tree and put away all that stuff. my room is a mess, the usual. it looks like a bunch of crap threw up all over the place. also if i’ve been lazy all day, does that mean the rest of my year will be lazy as well? jeez, i hope not. my New Year’s resolution include: (more like habits to start) start reading the Bible *at least 20...
Jan 2nd
“HAPPY NEW YEAR!”
Jan 1st