May 2011
April 2011
My very first journal entry of last year was saying that these things could never be possible. I remember writing down that it was never possible for anything to be between us. It’s funny how I never saw myself with you, at all. I didn’t plan on liking you and I’m sure you didn’t even know you would talk to me. All this, I wouldn’t say that it has gotten beyond my...
The good part of tonight: As cliche as it seems, that moment when you hug me is one I enjoy most. Because you’re tall, your height wraps around my little frame. I like your hugs. It makes me feel somewhat secure… maybe it’s because you’re tall. But yeah, I like that specific moment.
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Bad part of today: Thanks for rubbing it my face,...
Si je t'aime aujourd'hui, je t'aimerai demain.
Lately, I’ve been beyond lazy to do anything. I have a chemistry project to do that I’ve barely worked on. Our written report is due on Friday and we’re missing quite a chunk of information. Then we ended up going first for the poster presentations. I’m not even working on that poster because I volunteered to type the whole essay. I feel like we shouldn’t worry and we...
Because I can.
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-Juliussss. :)
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I win! Rawrrr!
-julius.
I continue to persist on how horrible my current situation is and completely forget that He has something better in store for me. He wouldn’t put me/us in this circumstance if He knew we couldn’t handle it. I’m dwelling so much on the negative and I’m letting it get to me. I should remeber that God has something bigger and better planned for me. This is just one of His...
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The times
That I feel like breaking down. It’s one of those moments that I get “lectured” or my dad talks to me about my questionable actions and all that crap. Lately, all I’ve been hearing are subtle hints or comments that are somewhat related to “I’ll never date any of my friends’ ex boyfriends/girlfriends because it’s guy code”. Yes, dad. I...
4 Weeks or 4 Years.
Four weeks from now, I’ll still feel the same way towards you. I’ve felt the same for a year now. Four years from now? Who knows what will happen. Neither of us are certain of what’s to come in the years ahead of us (He is). 4 years from now do you think we would still be a big part of each other’s lives? I hope so. I may be far too young to be saying this, but I’m...
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I wish I had a bike so that I could transport myself away from where I am. There are just some times that I want to get away from everything and everyone. No phone, no iPod, nothing. Just my house keys and money. I would have probably taken myself to many places by now if I had a bike. Nothing beats a good Saturday morning but your mom bi**hing at you ten minutes after you wake up. It’s...
You
You make me super happy. You put the biggest smile on my face. You make it hard for me to hang up, all the time. You make my days. You give me this asdfjkl feeling.
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Dance Team.
This all depends if I make it after tryouts.
My parents are down to let me join dance team. Since the iDance show, they’ve wanted to be part of something like it. Like, dance production (because my mom likes the whole ballet thing) or team. I was going for team then prod then back to team. I like that prod is very graceful and whatnot. But, also, team explores through all types. I mean,...
You and I began as strangers.
formejulius:
You became my life.
Honestly, I’m jealous of those cutesy couples. Cutesy couples that are… cutesy? I don’t know how to explain it. But not those kinds who are constantly macking on eachother and in public too. No, not those. The kind of couple where they’re approved. They get to see eachother on the daily and there’s not a single problem with that. The types that can take their significant other to family parties or...
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I walk like a man -____- Yay.
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If I had a genie, my biggest and first wish is for them to give you a first chance and get to know you. My second would be that they approve. And third, that we could just be happy without having to hide anything.